For a long time, I refused to accept the fate that led me into traumatic situations where I had to act like Kali. Like Baba Yaga.
Finally, however, I realized that I was acting like a viedma, because that is who I am. I am also an Indigo child, and my name is JoAśa Chołuj. JCH.
At some point, I realized that this is my most important task in life, both for myself and for others. Digging, searching, and bringing the truth to the surface. Fighting for freedom, mental and physical health. Getting entangled in dependencies and arrangements of the Matrix, entering various boxes of paths and egregores to reach the limit and find a way outside the pattern, outside the code, outside the beaten paths, outside ancestral traumas, out of the box.
I searched all over the world for myself. I was ill. Until I realized that psychological transformation and natural healing help more than doctors. I left toxic relationships, violence, and manipulative arrangements. I met therapists and spiritual healers on my way. People and travels helped me. Contact with my own wild soul and wild nature helped me. Ancient knowledge helped me.
However, the most important thing was my will to change and my strong desire for LIBERATION AND FULFILLMENT.
This was the case when I arrived in Peru in 2022, a magical, stunningly beautiful, and sometimes terrifying country. Here, I underwent the deepest inner transformation. I connected with my spiritual roots and Mother Earth Pachamama. Even more than before, I immersed myself in the study of ancient knowledge and secret doctrines. I studied Gnostic texts, the Vedas, the Babylonian Enuma Elish, the Emerald Tablets, the teachings of Hermes Trismegistos, and Kabbalah—to get to the sources, because all these texts have been scattered and manipulated. It was the Spirit of this Peruvian land with its mysteries from the times of the Annunaki and the Incas, and the spirit of my homeland, the homeland of the Aryans of Hyperborea and the Aryan-Slavic lands, that guided me, taught me, and revealed the deepest secrets to me. These were repeated in what I found in ancient texts and forbidden doctrines.
At some point, I realized that this is my most important task in life, both for myself and for others. Digging, searching, and bringing the truth to the surface. Fighting for freedom, mental and physical health. Getting entangled in dependencies and arrangements of the Matrix, entering various boxes of paths and egregores to reach the limit and find a way outside the pattern, outside the code, outside the beaten paths, outside ancestral traumas, out of the box.
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