{"id":3906,"date":"2019-09-29T23:49:42","date_gmt":"2019-09-29T21:49:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/joannacholuj.pl\/?p=3906"},"modified":"2019-11-23T23:51:43","modified_gmt":"2019-11-23T22:51:43","slug":"rozpad","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/joannacholuj.pl\/en\/blog\/2019\/09\/29\/rozpad\/","title":{"rendered":"Rozpad"},"content":{"rendered":"<h4 style=\"text-align: center;\">Rozpad<\/h4>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-3907\" src=\"http:\/\/joannacholuj.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/73018610_10159057358395299_4535278614656057344_o-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"https:\/\/joannacholuj.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/73018610_10159057358395299_4535278614656057344_o-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/joannacholuj.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/73018610_10159057358395299_4535278614656057344_o-768x576.jpg 768w, https:\/\/joannacholuj.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/73018610_10159057358395299_4535278614656057344_o.jpg 960w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Odczuwam ten rok jako calkowity rozpad. Jest prawie listopad i nie doszlam do ko\u0144ca. Jest stan jak na mojej dloni, ale jeszcze nie proch i py\u0142. Kolejne sprawy zamykam. S\u0105d, przekazanie mieszkania, urz\u0119dy, przychodnie, zusy, dzia\u0142alno\u015b\u0107 gospodarcza, praca. Poprawiam bloga i kanal filmowy. Jak najmniej nowosci. Zadnych nowych zwlaszcza precyzyjnych planow. A jesli to pod haslem domkniecia etapu \u017cyci<span class=\"text_exposed_show\">a inaczej sie rozwali &#8211; jak tomik wierszy. Mam poczucie \u017ce domkniecie nastapi nie w styczniu 2020 lecz marcu. Bo wtedy jest prawdziwy poczatek roku i cyklu oraz moje urodziny. Teraz mam 45 lat. Koniec cyklu numerologicznej dziewiatki i niejako polowa \u017cycia.<br \/>\nEtap przejsciowy, koncowy, domykajacy jest bardzo trudny, wyczerpujacy. Rozpad to tez choroby, frustracje i kolejne psujace si\u0119 sprzety np komputery. Taka energia. Mo\u017ce w marcu magicznie same o\u017cyja a mo\u017ce&#8230; Nie.<br \/>\nEech..<\/span><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Rozpad Odczuwam ten rok jako calkowity rozpad. Jest prawie listopad i nie doszlam do ko\u0144ca. Jest stan jak na mojej [&hellip;]<\/p>","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":3907,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_bbp_topic_count":0,"_bbp_reply_count":0,"_bbp_total_topic_count":0,"_bbp_total_reply_count":0,"_bbp_voice_count":0,"_bbp_anonymous_reply_count":0,"_bbp_topic_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_reply_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_forum_subforum_count":0,"_uag_custom_page_level_css":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[8,13],"tags":[30,584,143,113,52,26,43],"class_list":["post-3906","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-edukacja-domowa","category-ekozdrowie","tag-joanna-choluj","tag-metamorfoza","tag-naturalna-medycyna","tag-okiem-matki-slowianki","tag-podroze-z-dziecmi","tag-potencjal-i-pasja","tag-wychowanie-dzieci"],"spectra_custom_meta":{"_edit_lock":["1574549413:2"],"_edit_last":["2"],"_thumbnail_id":["3907"],"_wp_old_date":["2019-11-23"],"_uag_page_assets":["a:9:{s:3:\"css\";s:0:\"\";s:2:\"js\";s:0:\"\";s:18:\"current_block_list\";a:0:{}s:8:\"uag_flag\";b:0;s:11:\"uag_version\";s:10:\"1775361163\";s:6:\"gfonts\";a:0:{}s:10:\"gfonts_url\";s:0:\"\";s:12:\"gfonts_files\";a:0:{}s:14:\"uag_faq_layout\";b:0;}"]},"uagb_featured_image_src":{"full":["https:\/\/joannacholuj.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/73018610_10159057358395299_4535278614656057344_o.jpg",960,720,false],"thumbnail":["https:\/\/joannacholuj.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/73018610_10159057358395299_4535278614656057344_o-150x150.jpg",150,150,true],"medium":["https:\/\/joannacholuj.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/73018610_10159057358395299_4535278614656057344_o-300x225.jpg",300,225,true],"medium_large":["https:\/\/joannacholuj.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/73018610_10159057358395299_4535278614656057344_o-768x576.jpg",640,480,true],"large":["https:\/\/joannacholuj.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/73018610_10159057358395299_4535278614656057344_o.jpg",640,480,false],"1536x1536":["https:\/\/joannacholuj.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/73018610_10159057358395299_4535278614656057344_o.jpg",960,720,false],"2048x2048":["https:\/\/joannacholuj.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/73018610_10159057358395299_4535278614656057344_o.jpg",960,720,false],"trp-custom-language-flag":["https:\/\/joannacholuj.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/73018610_10159057358395299_4535278614656057344_o.jpg",16,12,false],"illdy-blog-list":["https:\/\/joannacholuj.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/73018610_10159057358395299_4535278614656057344_o-750x500.jpg",750,500,true],"illdy-widget-recent-posts":["https:\/\/joannacholuj.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/73018610_10159057358395299_4535278614656057344_o-70x70.jpg",70,70,true],"illdy-blog-post-related-articles":["https:\/\/joannacholuj.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/73018610_10159057358395299_4535278614656057344_o-240x206.jpg",240,206,true],"illdy-front-page-latest-news":["https:\/\/joannacholuj.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/73018610_10159057358395299_4535278614656057344_o-250x213.jpg",250,213,true],"illdy-front-page-testimonials":["https:\/\/joannacholuj.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/73018610_10159057358395299_4535278614656057344_o-127x127.jpg",127,127,true],"illdy-front-page-projects":["https:\/\/joannacholuj.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/73018610_10159057358395299_4535278614656057344_o-476x476.jpg",476,476,true],"illdy-front-page-person":["https:\/\/joannacholuj.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/73018610_10159057358395299_4535278614656057344_o-125x125.jpg",125,125,true]},"uagb_author_info":{"display_name":"Joanna Choluj","author_link":"https:\/\/joannacholuj.pl\/en\/blog\/author\/joannacholuj\/"},"uagb_comment_info":0,"uagb_excerpt":"Rozpad Odczuwam ten rok jako calkowity rozpad. 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