{"id":4935,"date":"2020-08-24T19:41:39","date_gmt":"2020-08-24T17:41:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/joannacholuj.pl\/?page_id=4935"},"modified":"2020-08-24T19:41:39","modified_gmt":"2020-08-24T17:41:39","slug":"wiersz-1-z-pomyslem","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/joannacholuj.pl\/en\/wiersz-1-z-pomyslem\/","title":{"rendered":"wiersz 1 – z pomys\u0142em"},"content":{"rendered":"


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\n pesymista w nastroju jesiennym<\/title><br \/>\n<\/head><br \/>\n<body text=\"#000000\" bgcolor=\"#000000\" link=\"#999999\" vlink=\"#999999\" alink=\"#CCCCCC\"><br \/>\n<font color=\"#000000\"> <a href=\"\/en\/poesie.htm\/\">back\/powr\u00f3t\/retour<\/a><\/font><\/p>\n<blockquote><p><font color=\"#000000\"><\/font> <font color=\"#000000\"><\/font><\/p>\n<p><font color=\"#000000\"><a href=\"\" onmouseover=\"document.bgColor='green'\" style=\"text-decoration: none\">nic<br \/>\nnikogo nic nikomu<\/a><\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">winna nie chc\u0119<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">by\u0107 niczyj\u0105 nie nale\u017ce\u0107 do nikogo<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">nie przemawia\u0107 nic ni s\u0142owem czu\u0142ym nie<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">nie nie chc\u0119 obiecywa\u0107 nic nikomu by nikomu obietnicy<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">i nadziei nie odbiera\u0107<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">nie i nie za nic na nic m\u00f3wi\u0119<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">zrani\u0107 za nic umiem<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">przecie\u017c<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">za nic na nic m\u00f3wi\u0119 i przysi\u0119gam<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">gorzko noc\u0105 niecnotliwie za nic nicos\u0107 kt\u00f3ra<br \/>\nmnie opad\u0142a<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">oddam<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\"><\/font> <br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\"><\/font> <\/p><\/blockquote>\n<hr width=\"30%\" align=\"left\">\n<blockquote><p><font color=\"#000000\"><a href=\"\" onmouseover=\"document.bgColor='green'\" style=\"text-decoration: none\">\u017cy\u0107<\/a><\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">rzy\u0107<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">rzyga\u0107<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">brzydkie<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">brzydka<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">brzydko<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">s\u0142owa w s\u0142owie s\u0142owem<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">s\u0142owo rzyga\u0107 brzy..<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">dz\u0119 sie..<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">bie samej<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">rzy\u0107..archaizm..rzy\u0107 nabrzmia\u0142a<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">\u017cy\u0107 obrzyd\u0142o<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">co mam zrobi\u0107 by ocuci\u0107 porzucone i obrzyd\u0142e<br \/>\njuz marzenia<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">..nic<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">porzuci\u0107 \u017cal i wyrzut<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">zrzec si\u0119<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">\u017c\u0105dzy marze\u0144<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">\u017c\u0105dzy \u017cycia<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">umrze\u0107<\/font><\/p><\/blockquote>\n<hr align=\"LEFT\" width=\"30%\">\n<blockquote><p><font color=\"#000000\"><a href=\"\" onmouseover=\"document.bgColor='green'\" style=\"text-decoration: none\">to<\/a><br \/>\nprawda nie jestem w najleszym humorze m\u00f3j drogi<\/font><\/p><\/blockquote>\n<blockquote><p><font color=\"#000000\">to prawda ochoty na humor dzis nie mam<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">to prawda to prawda zanudz\u0119 ci\u0119 prawd\u0105<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">to prawda masz racj\u0119 nie robie tu nic<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">nic i nic.. nic nie wiem niczego ju\u017c nie chc\u0119<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">popadam opadam zapadam si\u0119 w nud\u0119<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">cieplutko<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">zanurza\u0107 si\u0119 w nudzie<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">przyjemnie nie mysle\u0107 o niczym..<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">to k\u0142amstwo<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">to k\u0142amstwo co m\u00f3wi\u0119<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">bo prawd\u0105 jest to \u017ce ju\u017c nie wiem co prawd\u0105 jest<br \/>\n\u017cyw\u0105<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">bo k\u0142amstwo od wewn\u0105trz nudnawo poch\u0142ania nie\u017cyw\u0105<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">otoczk\u0105 p\u00f3\u0142<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">prawdy<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">p\u00f3\u0142 k\u0142amstwa gdzies wewn\u0105trz mnie<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">na dnie jest…<\/font><\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p><font color=\"#000000\"><\/font><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<hr width=\"30%\" align=\"left\">\n<blockquote><p><font color=\"#000000\"><a href=\"\" onmouseover=\"document.bgColor='green'\" style=\"text-decoration: none\">pada<\/a><\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">zn\u00f3w pada<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">to m\u0119cz\u0105ce<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">obserwowa\u0107 spad\u0142e kroplami deszczu<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">wiersze<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">rozp\u0142aszczone przyklei\u0142y si\u0119 do mokrej ziemi<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">s\u0142owa<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">wszystko im<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">jedno<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">czy ktos je podniesie<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">odklei od mokrej powierzchni<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">wszystko im<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">zimno<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">czy ktos je ogrzeje<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">ochucha osuszy na d\u0142oni<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">pod lup\u0105 wzroku<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">dojrzy<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">pada<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">zn\u00f3w pada<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">to m\u0119cz\u0105ce<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">przygarnia\u0107 wci\u0105\u017c s\u0142owa<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">dr\u017c\u0105ce<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">zzi\u0119bni\u0119te<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">porzucone przez anio\u0142y<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">osamotnione przez ludzi<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">rozpuszcz\u0105 si\u0119<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">w deszczu<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">sp\u0142yn\u0105<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">do scieku<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">wsi\u0105kn\u0105<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">w poszept trawy<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">trudno<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">wtedy ju\u017c tylko<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">przy\u0142o\u017cy\u0107 ucho i s\u0142ucha\u0107<\/font><\/p><\/blockquote>\n<hr width=\"30%\" align=\"left\">\n<blockquote><p><font color=\"#000000\"><a href=\"\" onmouseover=\"document.bgColor='green'\" style=\"text-decoration: none\">dzi\u0119kuj\u0119<\/a><\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">za-bycie<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">za-obecno\u015b\u0107 tu\u017c-obecno\u015b\u0107 niekonieczn\u0105<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">za-s\u0142owo<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">tak..<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">ch\u0119tnie..<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">za-dane<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">tak<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">ch\u0119tnie<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">za-pytanie<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">za-dotkni\u0119cie<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">intymne<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">za-spojrzenie<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">rozbrajaj\u0105ce<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">za-wahanie i za-troskanie<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">za-my\u015bl i za-uczucie<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">za wszystko co niezauwa\u017calnie przep\u0142yn\u0119\u0142o pomi\u0119dzy<br \/>\nmoim<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">i twoim nask\u00f3rkiem<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">pomi\u0119dzy moj\u0105 i twoj\u0105 dusz\u0105<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">i za-milk\u0142o<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">na wp\u00f3\u0142-zawsze<\/font><\/p><\/blockquote>\n<hr width=\"30%\" align=\"left\">\n<blockquote><p><font color=\"#000000\"><a href=\"\" onmouseover=\"document.bgColor='green'\" style=\"text-decoration: none\">mi\u0142o\u015b\u0107<\/a><\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">z rozs\u0105dku<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">mi\u0142os\u0107 pomy\u015blana przemy\u015blana wymy\u015blona<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">mi\u0142o\u015b\u0107 niespontaniczna krytyczna nieswoja<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">cudza<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">cudze uczucie we mnie zal\u0119ga si\u0119 umys\u0142 szeroko<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">otwiera kom\u00f3rek szarych oczy<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">ze zdziwienia<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">mi\u0142o\u015b\u0107 z rozs\u0105dku<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">pomy\u015bla\u0142am bowiem tak<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">trzeba by<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">mi\u0142o\u015b\u0107 z rozs\u0105dku znale\u017a\u0107 by serce zasklepi\u0142o<br \/>\nsi\u0119 i skrzep\u0142o<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">pod skorup\u0105 pod \u015blisk\u0105 warstewk\u0105 st\u0119\u017ca\u0142ego \u015bluzu<br \/>\npod spodem<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">z rozs\u0105dku<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">i oto on<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">tak<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">to ten kt\u00f3ry mnie pokocha\u0142<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">kt\u00f3rego ja<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">pokocha\u0142am<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">z rozs\u0105dku<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">po co szuka\u0107 daleko je\u015bli znam swoj\u0105 duszn\u0105 niesta\u0142o\u015b\u0107<br \/>\npo co<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">kocha\u0107 mi\u0142o\u015bci\u0105 prawdziw\u0105 po co<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">skoro wszystko zanika wsi\u0105ka topnieje paruje wygasa<br \/>\nzostaje<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">popio\u0142u gar\u015b\u0107 cynowo-cynicznego szklistego niepalnego<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">rozs\u0105dku<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">to ofiarowa\u0107 mog\u0119 jeszcze to dam t\u0119 mi\u0142o\u015b\u0107<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">z rozs\u0105dku<\/font><font color=\"#000000\"><\/font><\/p>\n<p><font color=\"#000000\">zgodz\u0119 si\u0119 na t\u0119 drug\u0105<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">usn\u0119 w pustym samotnym \u0142\u00f3\u017cku<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">wezm\u0119 na kolana jego syna jej syna<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">przekln\u0119 poca\u0142uj\u0119 czarne loki c\u00f3reczki<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">zagubi\u0119 si\u0119 w m\u017cystym wilgotnym poranku pracowni<br \/>\nzalanej po\u015bwiat\u0105 monitora<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">zapomn\u0119 wybacz\u0119 zrozumiem<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">ucichn\u0119 zpowszedniej\u0119 wysnuj\u0119<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">prost\u0105 refleksj\u0119 kobiety z rozs\u0105dku w mi\u0142o\u015bci<br \/>\noddanej<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">\u017ce nie czas ju\u017c<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">nie czas i teraz i wcze\u015bniej i p\u00f3\u017aniej<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">na \u0142zy pragnienia i sumienia wyrzuty<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">i na dzieci<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">rodzenie<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">nie czas pami\u0119ta\u0107 \u017ce chcia\u0142am by\u0107 matk\u0105<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">bezp\u0142odnie z mi\u0142o\u015bci rozs\u0105dek wykluj\u0119 zklonuj\u0119<br \/>\ni my\u015bl\u0105<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">zap\u0142odni\u0119 na zawsze<\/font><font color=\"#000000\"><\/font><\/p>\n<p><font color=\"#000000\">i tylko dlatego ta mi\u0142o\u015b\u0107 z rozs\u0105dku<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">i tylko<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">by cisz\u0105 otoczy\u0107 wystudzi\u0107 gorace pragnienie<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">mi\u0142o\u015bci z mi\u0142osci wszechw\u0142adnej zaborczej zazdrosnej<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">ostudzi\u0107 rozs\u0105dkiem tak<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">by cia\u0142o me trzydzie\u015bci sze\u015b\u0107 i sze\u015b\u0107 mia\u0142o nie<br \/>\nwi\u0119cej<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">gdy dotkniesz mnie d\u0142oni\u0105<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">ostudzi\u0107 rozs\u0105dkiem tak<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">by zmar\u0142o mi serce i zimn\u0105 chowa\u0142o trupialni<br \/>\npodsk\u00f3rn\u0105 gor\u0105czk\u0119<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">gdy dotkniesz mnie my\u015bl\u0105<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">i tylko dlatego bo nadmiar jest we mnie<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">mi\u0142osci i jeszcze<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">bo rozs\u0105dniej \u017cy\u0107 mi\u0142osci\u0105 z rozs\u0105dku ni\u017c umrze\u0107<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">z mi\u0142osci z milosci<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">i jeszcze dlatego \u017ce ty<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">na dwie<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">cz\u0119sci dzielisz tw\u0105 mi\u0142os\u0107 z mi\u0142osci<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">i w-p\u00f3\u0142 dla mnie jestes<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">p\u00f3\u0142 ktore zasypi\u0105 \u0142atwo drobne ziarna p\u00f3\u0142-uczucia<br \/>\np\u00f3\u0142-prawdy p\u00f3\u0142-\u017cycia<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">mojej dla ciebie<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">mi\u0142osci z rozs\u0105dku<\/font><\/p><\/blockquote>\n<hr width=\"30%\" align=\"left\">\n<blockquote><p><font color=\"#000000\"><a href=\"\" onmouseover=\"document.bgColor='green'\" style=\"text-decoration: none\">mi\u0142o\u015b\u0107<\/a><\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">od pierwszego wejrzenia<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">tak<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">to si\u0119 nazywa mi\u0142o\u015b\u0107 od pierwszego wejrzenia<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">ale mi\u0142o\u015b\u0107 od pierwszego<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">wejrzenia<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">jest pomy\u0142k\u0105<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">zawsze jest<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">pomy\u0142k\u0105<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">po chwili ju\u017c jest<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">i uwiera<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">i jest<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">jak niewygodne buty kt\u00f3re kupi\u0142em od<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">pierwszego wejrzenia<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">tylko te<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">tylko ta<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">nie inna<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">mi\u0142o\u015b\u0107 od pierwszego wejrzenia<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">l\u015bni\u0142a za bardzo<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">przyci\u0105gn\u0119\u0142o m\u00f3j wzrok to co\u015b<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">czego nie mia\u0142y inne<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">od pierwszego<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">spojrzenia<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">nie zatrzyma\u0142em<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">przeszed\u0142em obok<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">lecz po chwili<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">zawr\u00f3ci\u0142em<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">drugie spojrzenie sp\u0142yn\u0119\u0142o w pierwsze<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">i ju\u017c tak to to<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">mi\u0142o\u015b\u0107 od pierwszego wejrzenia<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">dziwnie kr\u00f3tko trwa\u0142a jednak to chwila<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">spojrzenia<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">kt\u00f3re po chwili<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">by\u0142o ju\u017c<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">odciskiem<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">na delikatnym<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">nask\u00f3rku<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">mojej lewej<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">po\u0142\u00f3wki serca<\/font><\/p><\/blockquote>\n<hr width=\"30%\" align=\"left\">\n<blockquote><p><font color=\"#000000\"><a href=\"\" onmouseover=\"document.bgColor='green'\" style=\"text-decoration: none\">to<br \/>\nniby takie proste<\/a><\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">wyjecha\u0107 opu\u015bci\u0107 po\u0142\u0105czy\u0107 odnale\u017a\u0107 by\u0107<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">niby takie proste<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">byc zosta\u0107 zrozumie\u0107 wytrwa\u0107 i kocha\u0107<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">takie proste<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">odda\u0107 wszystko zrezygnowa\u0107 i by\u0107<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">proste<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">nie posiada\u0107 nic nigdy do ko\u0144ca ciebie nie mie\u0107<br \/>\nna zawsze lecz kocha\u0107<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">gdy na pytanie masz kogo\u015b m\u00f3wi\u0119 nie nie mam nigdy<br \/>\nmia\u0142a nie b\u0119d\u0119<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">dylemat posiadania rozterka przynalezno\u015bci<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">nie nie mam<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">ciebie<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">bo nie ma<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">ciebie<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">dla mnie<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">m\u00f3wisz jestem dla ciebie zawsze zawsze i ty jeste\u015b<br \/>\ndla mnie<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">zawsze<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">ale rozterka podw\u00f3jno\u015bci<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">istnieje<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">jak mo\u017cna nale\u017ce\u0107 i nie nale\u017ce\u0107 by\u0107 i nie by\u0107<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">jak mo\u017cna..<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">..mo\u017cna<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">i tak jest<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">wi\u0119c nie nie mam<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">ciebie<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">bo nie ma<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">ciebie<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">dla mnie<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">na zawsze b\u0119dziesz ca\u0142y dla mnie<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">zaborczo<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">nie-m\u00f3j<\/font><\/p><\/blockquote>\n<hr width=\"30%\" align=\"left\">\n<blockquote><p><font color=\"#000000\"><a href=\"\" onmouseover=\"document.bgColor='green'\" style=\"text-decoration: none\">teresa<br \/>\n\u015bpiewa<\/a><\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">docieraj\u0105 do mnie d\u017awi\u0119ki<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">pi\u0119kne<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font color=\"#000000\">jak pi\u0119kny ona ma g\u0142os<\/font><br \/>\n<br \/><font 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